MyForexFunds hit me hard

I have been developing as a professional trader for more than 1 year and a half, I have taken and failed challenges due to psychological mistakes and finally when I was in a good direction and with a good profitability I decided to borrow $500 and pay a $100k challenge in MyForexFunds, the manipulation was remarkable and I still resisted the drawdown, then MFF had legal problems and now I am with a debt of $500 and bankrupt. I am from Venezuela and here it is not easy to earn even $100 for a small challenge, do you have any idea that can help me? My technique is good, my risk management is good and my psychology is good although with all this is a bit affected.